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Honest
03:28
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Well if I'm so honest, I'm on your lips.
Something's asking me to say "it's all just like clockwork on the dot, it's me, hopping on your train".
Left up to decide what to do I've got to shake this aching pain.
I wish to fuck up my own life in my own way.
Big brain's got a back ache, stuck in traffic with the seat up all the way.
Forgotten for moving on like songs gone, run out and then thrown away.
But given the context and the time frame can't say it makes any sense to me.
Grown out of my own skin, not shedding, just decaying over me.
Well if I'm so honest, I'm on your lips.
Something's asking me to say "it's all just like clockwork on the dot, it's me, hopping on your train".
Left up to decide what to do I've got to shake this aching pain.
I'm not calling again.
Attic got crowded, hard to walk in. Step on feelings to get away.
Decisions to make it's just the conflict, I'd like to burn the day away.
Substance of calming falling on this shitty day.
I swear I'm not talking, pierce past the fortress of egos and jesus it's bombs away.
Well if I'm so honest, I'm on your lips.
Something's asking me to say "it's all just like clockwork on the dot, it's me, hopping on your train".
Left up to decide what to do I've got to shake this aching pain.
I'm not calling again.
Despite what you thought it meant
I'm not calling again
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Sucker Punch
03:15
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i'm getting used to failing
and sleeping in my car
and i melted some leather on the dashboard because
my rolling skills man they just haven't gotten that far
and i swear your clothes are almost in the mail
it's on the top of my to-do list
it's just this semesters got the best of me
don't worry friend i'll make it through this on my own
and i've been trying to be less hateful
and i'm getting help
the only one that i hate anymore
is myself
if we're not going to pittsburgh
i'll just smoke in my car
i bet you're still high as fuck from your lunch break
you know that i hate it
so i'm tryna take it day by day
like does it still count as a sucker punch
if i'm the only one that gets hit in the face
and i'ts like i guess i kind of lost direction
and it's not that you could be a bit possessive
i'm sorry i get so hung up on things
because you definitely didn't deserve it
i know that i'm awful
i'm probably still toxic
but you were like xanax and i got addicted
and it's fucked the things i'd do to have you back in michigan
sitting in my bed but i guess we're passed that now
if we're not going to pittsburgh
i'll just smoke in my car
i bet you're still high as fuck from your lunch break
you know that i hate it
so i'm tryna take it day by day
like does it still count as a sucker punch
if i'm the only one that gets hit in the face
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Patterns
03:05
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Having a hard time trying to find if I'm on the right path.
Making changes cutting things and straight up making people mad.
Sofar so happy living your life's so called fullest extent.
Worst of all is all the people's time you wasted.
Always kept it up til I could start losing it all.
Happy smile, no big deal, like I'd wanna talk.
Holding on to this push and pull.
Life inside just gets so cold.
Like God just set you there, such an embarrassment.
And I got wounds upon my skin like words I never get to say.
And I just never get it, day by day.
Bet it sucks that moving on gets so much easier to take.
Always reminded of a time around this time last fall.
Coldest morning or shitty weekend I can't stand grey walls.
I just tend to shake for minutes and lock the stall.
One more night to spend alone.
Like God just set you there, such an embarrassment.
And I got wounds upon my skin like words I never get to say.
And I just never get it, day by day.
Bet it sucks that moving on gets so much easier to take.
I stayed quiet you got high and let it get your head.
I'm the side that's left to suffer and defend the pack.
Let's just end it, I'll just bend.
Apparent contact ends.
Acting like a friend has never been it.
Like God just set you there, such an embarrassment.
And I got wounds upon my skin like words I never get to say.
And I just never get it, day by day.
Bet it sucks that moving on gets so much easier to take.
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Sweetest Day
02:48
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so what do you do with your weekends now?
now that you don't have to worry about
when I get off work
do you spend any of your newfound time
thinking about how bad we fucked this up
that's all I think about the past few months
i can't believe I let myself get so weak
cant believe I let myself become so numb
so you got a new bf
i hope he's real great
i know that he's not cuz
you text me everyday
about how miserable you are
and it's fine I feel the exact same way
and i've spent way to much time
avoiding places that remind me of you
like k-mart parking lots we slept in
when we tried to skip school
and every night I think about you
it's fine if you don't think of me as often
it's just the thought that you might helps me get to sleep
and every night I think about you
and it hurts like hell that you don't feel
the way you used to
but I'm so glad you're finally getting sleep
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